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| Tuesday, July 25th, 2006 | | 10:54 pm |
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I don't update this thing anymore, i was surprised it was still up. Alot has happened within the year, i'm not going to go into detail about everything. Just know that i'm trying to live out my life and be comfortable. My boss sucks she just hands us the work that she is supposed to be doin so she has nothing to do. I've been listening to alot of Shockwave lately. I am in need of some sushi. I got a sweet new razor phone. goodnight. Current Mood: sleepy | | Thursday, May 4th, 2006 | | 3:36 pm |
I´m in mexico right now. My other grandpa past away. We got here on monday at 3 a.m. My grandpa was still alive and in the hospital when we got here, he was unconsious but breathing, they tried to transport him to Guadalajara to operate better on him. He died while they were transporting him. The burial was yesterday, i lost it a couple of times during the burial, my aunts were a wreck. We went out yesterday night to this fair they were having here, we got back around 11 pm and all my aunts and uncles were talking shit on us, they said that it was disrepectfull to go out and go to the fair when my granpa was just buried, what the fuck do they want us to do, we had to go out and take our minds off of it, and all we did was eat because we don´t get to eat this food everyday. My mom and dad are pretty pist at me and my sister, i´m pissed because they listen to what other people say and don´t let us get our word in. I WANT TO GO HOME NOW, i want to go to my apartment, i want to see my babe because i miss her so bad, i want to get away from all this. I really miss home and all my friends, i don´t want to be here anymore, if i have to i will buy a bus ticket. well that´s it for now. Current Mood: restless | | Tuesday, March 14th, 2006 | | 3:32 pm |
I guess I should update this thing since I’m at work. Show last week was awesome, Will To Live was needed around here, every band was great, Hoods, Folsom, Palehorse, and Hands Of The Few. I hadn’t been to a show in a while so going to this was much needed, I’m glad I got to see everyone. Ben and I have decided to get matching Wu- Tang tattoos, we need to make this for reals. Speaking of Wu- Tang, I read an article in a magazine that said Raekwon will be making a Cuban Link pt. 2, wow, it said the RZA is working on it and they are going back to their roots and coming out mafia style, they said this album will crush the first one and bring back the old Wu we used to know, I am so excited just to hear it, this is the best news I have heard in a while. So a lot of stuff has been going on, Patty’s getting a lot of crap because she is staying with me, people call her up and question her about it, I know it’s frustrating for her, it’s kind of frustrating to me too because I know it affects her and she feels like they are judging her, it’s just a temporary thing and she plans to move out, it was never a permanent thing, I think the people that really care are the people that call her about it and not the people that go around and gossip about it. I really love her and that’s why it bugs me, and that’s why I will be by her side regardless of what happens or who says what. But enough of that. Party at my place next weekend? Maybe? who’s down? Current Mood: blah | | Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006 | | 3:16 pm |
Wut up everyone. Weekend was pretty cool. Went to Del Rio on Friday, the town is so small, everything is right around the corner. I met more of Patty’s family, I got to talk and hang out more with her sister. I didn’t think her dad liked me because he wouldn’t really direct conversation towards me, or he didn’t really talk to me much, but Patty said that’s just the way he is when he doesn’t really know someone. I also met her mom, we met up with her at the mall since her mom and dad are divorced, her mom looks just like her. We went into Mexico for a little bit, border towns are so trashy, I picked up candy and sweet bread. Sunday night we drove back up to San Antonio, Patty has a friend that lives there, we stayed the night there, we didn’t get to walk around because of the weather. So what’s up for Thursday? I want to see you all and something always comes up, Fox And Hound maybe? Current Mood: awake | | Monday, February 13th, 2006 | | 12:46 pm |
I haven’t updated this dealy wad in a long time. So I guess I will now. My grandfather’s funeral was pretty intense. When we were pulling up to the house I could already feel my emotions coming out, my mom pretty much lost it when she saw the casket. I lost it when my grandma was talking about it, but when she explained what kind of relationship they had and how she cared for him, it made gave me a deeper understanding of what love is. I also hung out with a cousin I never really talk to. I missed Patty the whole time I was up there, I had to hike up this one cliff just to get signal on my phone, my grandma lives in the mountains, you have to off road just to get there. Thank you to everyone for all the kind words. Sorry to everyone I haven’t seen or talked to in a while, Patty and I have been layin low and trying to take care of stuff, and trying to make everything right with her family in regards to her staying at my place, we’ve been going through a lot but I think we will pull through. It’s weird because I thought I could never live with a girl or be around someone for a long time and not get tired of them, but with her it’s different, it’s like I get in a happy mood once she’s around, and I love the fact that we can go eat at a taco stand and she doesn’t have a problem with it. I shot a quinceanera this weekend, it was boring, but it’s paying me $200 for 7 hours of shooting, I know I could’ve charged more but I want more and more people to see my stuff first. We are going to Del Rio this weekend, I’m going to meet all her family, I’m kind of nervous, rumor over there is that I;m going up there to ask for her hand in marriage, not likely to happen that soon. Well I’m going to get back to work, ya’ll take care of each other. Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: Live 105.3 | | Thursday, January 26th, 2006 | | 7:20 pm |
My grandpa died, so i'll be in Mexico till monday, later........... Current Mood: sad | | Tuesday, January 24th, 2006 | | 2:15 pm |
I need to talk to someone, i don't even know what to think anymore........... Current Mood: worried | | Monday, January 23rd, 2006 | | 9:41 am |
I'm a weirdo............
Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names. 1: when i save something on the computer, i have to hit save twice. 2: I don't eat at a restaurant that still has the shape of another one, for example: an italian place that still has the shape of a wendy's, and still looks like a wendy's. 3: when i lock a door, i recheck it everytime to make shure it locked. 4: I'm so indesicive when buying things, i'll pick up one item and then put it down and then pick up another item, i talk myself out of buying it a couple of times too. 5: I scratch the back of my head when i get shy or nervous. and i tag Lauren Roxie Bertha Alex Kristen Current Mood: working | | Thursday, January 19th, 2006 | | 5:30 pm |
So monday we had the day off, we went to the zoo, i haven't been there in forever. i won't make this long so here are some pics instead. ( PICTURES FROM OUR MONDAY OFF ) Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: GZA | | Monday, January 9th, 2006 | | 8:24 am |
too many thoughts...........
I guess I should update this thing and let everyone know what’s going on. Saturday I went to Austin’s funeral, it was sad, I teared up 3 or 4 times, It was good to see all my friends there, I know they also had it pretty rough. But going to the funeral made me realize that I need to talk more to all my friends, I need to stay better connected to everyone, people I haven’t seen in a while or even people I haven’t talked to in forever, we never know what’s going to happen, and I don’t want to have a “what if” mentality when someone isn’t around anymore, Each one of my friends is dear to me, even though I only see some of you once in a while, but I’m going to try and change that. I felt stronger about this when I heard that a friend was in the intensive Care Unit on a drug overdose, I don’t want to loose touch with someone and then hear stuff like this about them, I want to be around and be there for friends. This is something that has been on my mind all weekend and I’ve been sentimental enough so I’ll cut it here. Current Mood: thoughtful | | Monday, January 2nd, 2006 | | 10:55 pm |

this dude was awesome...... enough said. Current Mood: sad | | Wednesday, December 28th, 2005 | | 3:25 pm |
Hello everyone, man I hardly ever do this anymore. Things have been great, some obstacles here and there, but I’m going to make it through. Friday everyone came over, there is still a ton of beer and liquor left over, there is enough for another party. The next day I had a nasty hangover, but my babe is so nice, she took me some barbacoa and took care of me, I’ve been eating barbacoa like crazy, that stuff is so good. I might go to the show tomorrow, I want to take Patty with me so she can meet everyone. And just for the record Bertha, I’ve been taking so many naps these last couple of days. I didn’t get too many gifts this year, I got a Risk Star Wars edition game, $25 gift card to Olive Garden, Green Star Wars shirt, a lightsaber, Roxies gift is being adjusted and is to be continued. I got Patty a big pink basket with a big care bear and a bunch of little ones in it, she loved it, she’s going to get me my gift later on because she had to pay a speeding ticket, it told her not to get me anything but she refuses. Well I’m about to go home from work, later. Current Mood: satisfied | | Wednesday, December 21st, 2005 | | 12:29 pm |
Man, I never thought I would find a girl that I can spend day after day with, and never get tired, when we go places people always ask us if we’re married. Yesterday Patty and I went to get sushi, actually I ate sushi and she ate cooked stuff. Then we went to Target to get Christmas gifts, i got several gifts for people. I bought that 20 questions game, that thing is scary, you answer 20 questions and it will guess what object you’re thinking of, it guessed microphone, and it was right, that thing is the anti-christ. Everyone comment what you are bringing Friday so I can have an idea what I still need to get. Current Mood: accomplished | | Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 | | 9:41 am |
So people are coming over on the 23rd, hope everyone brings stuff. My apartment is spotless, it has never been this clean ever, Patty and i spent 3 hours cleaning, i usually straighten everything out and then vaccum, we dusted, sprayed, and wiped everything, i even cleaned the tub in the restroom and all the tiles in it, i was tired. Today Patty and i are going to go get sushi, she gets grossed out by the idea so she is going to get cooked stuff, i'll let her slide. okay i should get back to work. Current Mood: accomplished | | Friday, December 16th, 2005 | | 9:28 am |
So things have been great, I’ve just been hanging out with my wonderful girlfriend, I made her dinner on Wednesday night, I made some oven roasted chicken, potato salad, corn, and a strawberry cheesecake, she liked it even though she was skeptical about my chicken at first, I set up the table really nice and I even bought her some flowers, it was the least I could do, she just got back from her grandpa’s funeral and she was having a bad day at work. My parents left out of town today, I went by there before they left, I feel closer to them for some reason, I go by there more often now, Patty goes with me sometimes, in a weird way she helped me get closer to them. My mom gave me $100 for Christmas, I think it will go towards an MP3 player. I went to Patty’s company Christmas party, it was at an Italian restaurant, food was ok it made me sick later on I Italian tends to do that to me, Patty got drunk, she was taking shots like a champ, they weren’t really shots, they were more like cups of tequila, in shots she probably had about 8 and plus she was drinking wine and margaritas, she was tipsy, I didn’t drink and it’s ok because my company party is this Saturday so it will be my turn. Bertha sorry I missed your call but I was taking a shower and we were running late to the party, your cell went to voicemail and I didn’t want to call your house cause I figured you were out. And what happened to Malones night? No more? Another bar maybe? Well I gotta get to work, later. Current Mood: hopeful | | Monday, December 12th, 2005 | | 8:37 am |
This weekend was eventfull. Friday i went to watch The Chronicles Of Narnia with Patty, Roxie, Sammie and some other girl i forget her name, it was pretty good, i've never read the book because i never read so i don't know how close it was. Saturday i shot a wedding, well it was actually a renewing of vows, it kept me busy. I met Patty's dad, sister, aunt, uncle, grandma, and a cousin, they were pretty cool, i was so busy during the wedding that i didn't get a chance to talk to them until after the wedding. I thought it was funny that they asked Patty and Aaron questions about me, but when i was there they didn't really ask me much. Patty's grandfather died saturday so she went to Del Rio on Sunday and won't be back till Tuesday, i miss her already, it's weird not having her around. Now i'm at work and it sucks, later. Current Mood: blah | | Wednesday, December 7th, 2005 | | 7:40 am |
Things have been great. Patty and I have been hanging out everyday now for the past 2 weeks. I’ve been sick since Saturday, I have a nasty cold, Patty did the most sweetest thing a girl has ever done for me, she came over and took care of me, she brought me some chicken soup, cold medicine, crackers, cough drops, and Nyquil, I told her she didn’t have to go through all that trouble but she insisted on it, I’m so lucky to have a girl like her. Bertha and I had a good talk, even though it was on AIM it was still good conversation. I have to shoot a wedding this weekend, well not actually a wedding but a renewal of vows. OMG!! And Patty’s dad and her sister are coming to FW Saturday for the wedding, and I have to meet them, I am so nervous about meeting her dad, she is the youngest and she is daddy’s little girl and I think that makes me even more nervous, she told me I had nothing to worry about, but I’m going to continue to be nervous. Well it’s sleeting outside and I hope they send us home, which probably won’t happen because I’m not lucky, later. Current Mood: sleepy | | Sunday, December 4th, 2005 | | 11:55 pm |
This weekend went by so fast. Friday Patty came over and she wanted to watch a chick flick, so we went and got "A Walk To Remember" it so not beleivable, we fell asleep during the movie and didn't watch it all. Saturday we put up a christmas tree and decoratd my apartment, our christmas tree is half care bears for her and half star wars for me. Today Patty came over early and i cooked her breakfast, i made her French Toast, Eggs, Bacon, and cut up fruit, i arranged it all fancy looking, i had everything laid out on the table when she got here, i love the fact that she was so appreciative of it and knows how to compliment me. At church she was telling the girls that i cooked, so they were getting on to their dudes and asked them why they didn't do the same, i got crap from the guys. well now i'm going to sleep because i'm sick, later. Current Mood: sick | | Monday, November 28th, 2005 | | 11:32 am |
Things have been great, i haven't had much sleep lately and i keep falling asleep at work. I've been seeing patty everyday for the past 7 days, it's awesome. It feels too good to be true sometimes, it feels like something is going to go wrong, we even talked about it, i think it's just that i've never met someone like her. Her dad, her aunts and uncles, and her sister are coming to town next weekend, i'm so nervous just knowing i'm going to meet them, she says her brother likes me because he dosen't call her when she's out late and he talks to me and jokes around with me, she said he dosen't just get along with people like that too often. I haven't seen everyone in a while, well i know i saw some of you guys on saturday at malones, but i haven't seen all my Dallas peeps in a while, that's gotta change. Well i gotta get back to work, later. ( a picture of me and my girl ) Current Mood: sleepy | | Saturday, November 26th, 2005 | | 6:47 am |
Patty got to meet my family, she was so nervous, i told her not to be, it was cool just sitting there for hours talking with my family while she was there. So i guess it's official now, we talked about it and she is now my girlfriend. I'm glad she is though, i can't get enough of her, the only bad part about us hanging out is when she has to leave. So now i must get some sleep. Current Mood: sleepy |
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